i think i failed badly as a blogger la. i used to think that i can as great a blogger as, lets say errr.. people like xiaxue or something but now that each time i login to my account right, the freaking dashboard tells me i only have about 690 entries till date. its very sad to see this figure appearing every time i login and realising that i have been blogging since my sec4 days. oh my... this is really very sad la. i mean if i were to blog religiously like how i did i sec 4 or the first year in shatec right, i think all my naggy stories can come up with a few series of storybook collection lor. anyways, i guess the good thing is that ive been trying very hard to keep it going on despite the fact that i can only blog a maximum of one or two entries weekly.
so i decided to join twitter, thinking that yah its an easier way to update and if i really dont have the mood to type long horrendous entries right, i can cut everything into limited entries. who knows, i havent been updating my twitter since two or three weeks ago. now i think the short entries dont even appear in my blog. sigh, i cant handle so many for goodness sake. we shall see how long can i last la. at most the server will just close down my account lor and i will create a new one again.
was out yesterday with my sergeant and friend last night. i almost died halfway because i was damn sleepy. if you were to let me lie down somewhere, i'd probably sleep till the next day la. it wasnt anything physically tiring, i think its the information overload because of the course. so much to absorb within a day, i think my brain cant function that well. somemore certain topics are so boring, i can go into lala land the trainer starts his first sentence. its just that bored sometimes, hence i started messaging people and it was a marathon la. i think if i were to continue doing that for one whole month, i will have to answer for my phone bills. i always call and its always at the wrong time. oh well... im chatty as all of your know so we shall see. wednesday's doomsday will be the worse experience ever. oh yes, i was talking about last night. i came back home at almost 5 in the morning. the journey back home was never ending. cab fare was huge, i could have bought one bulgari ring. haha no la, im exaggerating. we drank and i stopped because it was so bloating. it was a fun night though.
sian thing is arriving soon - wednesday. i just really pray hard that it will be something i can live happily for the next one year plus. i dont want to suffer in pain silently la. hahaha its very sad to know that you're all alone there (well, not exactly there are other people there also), just that its people whom im not close to at all accompanying me. like ive always said i dont really like the friend-making process. its a painful experience when there isnt a need to. i like making friends, in the sense of knowing new people and perhaps broadening my circle of friends since my current group of friends has started diminishing since early this year. so i thought maybe i should broaden it but it has got to be the right people la. sometimes you just cant click with who and who. no common topic then byebye lor. i mean afterall, you're going to keep in touch, more or less la, with the person but if theres nothing you can talk about then whats the point right? okay i dont know what im trying to say but yah, it really depends on the kind of people im meeting la. that doesnt mean im unfriendly la of course. i am but it depends on who the person is still. my army friends think im a frequent clubber. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? i dont look like one. hahaha its funny, really funny. i havent been clubbing since i left meritus coming a year ago. so.. ive withdrew myself from the late nights long back. i am seriously not.
alright i think i should make a move now from my blog. nothing more to say already. hahaha till then i'll update whenever possible. i know nobodys reading la so i dont give a damn also.
