just came back from haircut. its been such a long time since ive been back to the 10minutes express cut service at cwp. anyway the beginning of the trip was damn embarassing. i boarded the bus without realising that i didnt bring my ezlink card so i tapped and tapped. other commuters were behind me waiting to board the bus, so i jammed the entrance and yah later left with embarassment. pretended to open up my cardholder to see if its really not there. checked, it wasnt. then i walked back home to get it. when i reached my life lobby's glassdoor, i started scanning the access card. to no avail, there wasnt any beeping sound. so i opened up my cardholder again and see. checked, it wasnt there. thank god my mom was at home to pick up the intercom, otherwise i will have to sit at the lobby till someone opens the door.
anyway, the story hasnt ended yet. i reached woodlands interchange, thinking that its time for me to top up my ezlink card. went to the machine and tried straining my eyes to look at the screen. it was super blur plus the reflection, i couldnt see well. done everything and left. oh shit, i left my debit card in the machine slot. okay it wasnt entirely my fault because i thought we were supposed to insert and remove the card. but the machine requires the card to stay in there until the transaction ends. oh well, i turned back immediately and this lady got a shock because i think frightened her. im damn blur, dont know why.
okay enough of it la. its been the longest time since i committed such stupid mistakes, being blur and all.
nothing much over the weekend because i was home the whole of saturday and today. damn sian because i will get to know my new posting = new environment = new rules = new friends. i hate doing this over and over again. i hate making friends all over again, seriously. its almost like back to the day you work in a new place or the day you enlist into army. one blur bird, not knowing what to do. sigh i just hope things will be well for me la. theres really nothing i can do to my posting right?
now im already starting thinking of my year end holiday and my bday celebration. im not too sure if there will be a big bash since i was thinking of having my holiday during the week my bday falls on. anyway there are too many things that im uncertain of and plus if i were to plan everything nicely, army comes and spoil it, theres nothing i can do right? only thing is i got to either push away the plans to some other time or to cancel it. 21st birthday to me, is nothing. its just another year that will pass by and you still lead your life normally. its perhaps the bonding sessions you get with your long lost friends, friends, family and everyone whom you've invited. but i guess i prefer making it something simple. i dont like elaborate stuffs, partly because its very troublesome and involves so many people, things and etc. i dont want to trouble anyone, including myself. the coordination and the day itself, i guess i will make a very poor host. i dont know. anyway, theres still quite sometime to go so we shall see.
alright thats about it and i will return on friday with a new rank on my uniform. glad that its finally over and whatever ive done will be represented by the uniform in the army. thats all folks!
