its been my third week and still i have doubts about everything. i ask questions, ten, hundreds, thousands, millions and it goes on its just endless. yes its the process of learning and i thought i could manage. oh wells, ive tried my best to remember and know what to do but when situations happen, i just try my best to dig up the old chapters and open them infront of me. worst when the guests look at you and say "can you hurry up?!" shut the **** up la. if only i can poison them and make them mute one day, i definitely will and make sure they lao sai till their assholes go burning hot, with red hot chili pepper.
i miss reservations when im here because all i could think of was the good shifts, weekends off and the freedom you get. you munch and you drink like you are in heaven but then there will be times when you get hell la. its not something i will want to do forever but thats a perfect hideaway from shitty people, well i mean guests. they are HORRIBLE because they thought we can give everything. if you are nice to me i give you discount and if you are mean to me, i give you the highest room rates, even the rack rates!
anyway my off day is coming and thats all im looking for. i dread morning shifts terribly and the thought of walking to the mrt is giving me a grave headache. why does the stupid bus come only at 0608hours, first bus? sigh and why does the stupid hotel wants us to report at a freaking auspicious 0700am? its a torture, total abuse.
tomorrow will be spent at work and then to hunt for my friends birthday present. i really really have no idea on what to get and im just lazy to think. all i can think of is food and yah, things way above budget. things are so expensive now and trainees like me simply cant afford them. even if i can, i'll buy it for myself first what right? hahahahaha, kidding la. i guess tomorrow night will be fun with my friends. its another sort of gathering for us as well.
my 75cents poof-ed the other day because i under-charged my guest with the help of my duty manager. sigh, its a long story and i will share it with you the next time. luckily its only 75cents otherwise i think i will be borrowing money from the loansharks (those legal kind la). im so worried over the cash i have with me because... so many factors.
june 1 will be the click five concert! cant wait to go la of course, its a treat for myself actually after "slogging" so hard for the damn attachment. its ending in about ten weeks' time and oh man, next hails national service which i dread even more. i feel like migrating to another country for good. okay la, i shall end it all here and i should start my 15thousand words report. i have no idea how to start... laters
