firstly, im feeling so unhappy over the new schedule ive got. my off day is on a freaking monday (which is today), when its supposed to be my return to front desk! the roster is totally screwed and im expected to like work for the next six days, or even more, non stop. wah piang, i already have two days off from reservations and now with the additional off day from front desk, i think im just going to rot doing nothing now and just wait to die when i return. seriously, cant they just plan a better BETTER schedule? sigh, heck it i shall apply for my public holiday and force them to give it to me. bo bian right? have to clear it within two months and if i can clear it at the end of internship, i definitely will. then i can shake legs at home, doing my report. oh, talking about the 15,000 words report... SHIAT!
anyway, that was what i want to rant in this entry because i just feel so irritated la. i thought i could get the off day maybe on a thursday or even better on weekends but sadly. just pray hard the occupancy will be low throughout and my energy will not die off. i checked with the duty manager today if i'll still be attached to a trainer. answer: im putting myself to death la. i bet, confirm plus chop right, im going to screw the hell out of myself and everyone when i return. i know nuts about check-in and check-out now. its been quite sometime and this return will probably make things worse. sigh, im going into depression real soon. my hair is growing white and im getting wrinkles soon. DAMN stress because im used to the slower-paced reservations and yah, botox should be help. i should start saving also.
okay so march is coming to an end and yah, april is the coming month. good thing is that attachment will be ending soon but army is coming soon. of which i feel very very sad over. i mean life is getting to the worst state at the point of time and its not going to become something better. it will be two years and i know it will pass as swiftly as right now but come to think of it, theres hell no freedom. =(
weathers damn hot nowadays. raining doesnt help at all and i should control the temptation to turn on the aircon. i must be green, be environmental friendly from this second onwards (ive pledged to becoming green since last year but i dont think i did what ive promised la). but i turned it on yesterday because it was super hot and i was perspiring when i watched aircity yesterday. horribly hot as though im watching the show at sahara desert lor.
lastly... i shall spend my last off day fruitfully and MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT. hahaha, i know ive mentioned it umpteen times but i seriously think i should before slogging like a slave... (hums to the britney spears' song) at front desk. thats all and i hope this week can allow me to meet up with my friends too! i shall start messaging them now. SAVE THE EARTH! use sms dont use msn. *the whole place freezes* hahahahahaha...
