okay, this is really bad. i was googling and yahooing my blog only to realised that my blog can be found. this is shit because my intention is to keep it to myself and those close to me. but luckily google only has my moblog, which i left abandon long long ago.
anyway, im here for a short update. nothing much other than rantings and making things worse for myself. now i have another person whom i sort of detest in the hotel. i dont know why such people exist. am i not nice? am i always teasing people? am i showing my worst temper? i thought i am always friendly, smiling from the bottom of the heart and showing the best of myself in front of others. errr, sometimes i do show my ugly side la. now i have two heavy targets whom i learnt to do selective listening. su, this goes out to you! i have learnt selective listening. hahahahaha, hope you are reading this okay even though ur busy working your ass off at holiday inn.
remember i mentioned that "someone" whom i detested right from the start? okay, im totally fine with it now cos i just answer as and when i feel like it. and today, please kindly save the sarcastic remarks to yourself okay. stop pretending to be so nice, even though i already know you are not. just shut that mouth of yours and appreciate whatever i have helped you with. really, i have no intention to biatch so much about you but i have to cos you made me do it. so from today onwards, please do not take it to heart whenever i say anything back okay? i am very nice to you, for my own sake. :D oh yes, how can i help you? :)))
next up, the target, well soon-to-be. i thought you were nice and oh you have showed your true colours. hahaa, i know this word "true-colours" sounds orbiang but whatever, i have to use it today. you are not showing respect to the others and you act like you know just so much. i really dont know why but i just feel very irritated and disgusting. a thousand apologies if i were to offend the above mentioned, but this is my blog so i have the say in everything here. i am not "shooting" anyone in particular, am i? im not at fault.
enough of those actually, i dont want to spoil my mood for a brand new day. sigh, work tomorrow again. it has now become working for the hotel which ive never imagined myself to be in. it kinda horrible, but the good thing? learn so much more than the others. regret is to join this hotel, advantage is the experience i gain. all in all, its okay la. i know i am contradicting but then again, i have to make it feel and look better right? otherwise i would have failed this entire internship. one year is too long, but we are almost completing. i do miss my days in marriott and ritz. it was so much fun with the people around! i looked forward to work last time, but now? sadly la.
by the way, i hope you guys like the music playing in my blog now. its a music i got to know of when i travelled to japan twice. it left me a very deep impression and till date, i still love it as much. hopefully i can get hold of the cd when the person contact me. hahaha... flown in from japan and talking about the shipping? must be super expensive. oh nooooo...
lastly, i am heading to bed now because i have to sleep. anyway, i think i am allergic to vodka? i had my fair share last night during dinner with my ex-neighbours. i sneezed non-stop for 2 hours plus and my nose was blocked so badly i had to use my mouth to breathe. the next morning when i woke up? my eyes were swollen and its as if i applied pink eye shadow. so bad i didnt dare to look at anyone.
My Christmas card from St. Regis Singapore! (apologies for the late post)
