i dont know why the blogskins nowadays cannot separate my posts into paragraphs and sadly, those reading my blog will have to strain their poor eyes and read word by word. worse is when they stop reading and return, they will be in a maze searching for the way back. anyway, todays valentine's day. hahaha, every years the same i guess. so whats valentine's? i spent it either studying or working, like right now. honestly, looking at the young couples now, they look so blissed but im not a bit jealous la. as in, its normal right as long as they dont interfere my life. but for sure, i cannot stand small lians and bengs dating. the scene is as horrible as watching gruesome movies, i dont know why. anyway, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to everyone! im back to blog because i had this urge to, well sometimes i just feel like typing down what ive been doing and what is my life like now. conclusion: it sucks quite abit because my life revolves around my home and orchard; its tiring.
sigh, its been a week. cny was exactly a week ago and i regret not enjoying myself as much as i wanted to. cny is always so fun for me since young because i love spending time with my family, yes just families. i dont care who my friends are but my family is very extremely important to me. so far, ive managed to collect all the ang pows i should have gotten and plus the one my hotel gave... hmmm i guess its quite a sum. i wont reveal la of course but i will save it for rainy days. im getting poorer each day. the hotel forces me to spend even more money on food because the food in the staff cafeteria is worse than what lizards and cockroaches eat. i dont mean anything but noodles with the terrible taste of ghee, rice that comes in lumps and everyday you are in a curry feast. i bet no one, no one no one ahh oo.ooo.ooooo will ever want to try.
oh yes talking about cny. it was spent doing house visits and it was pretty fun. all i know is that i ate alot, i ate those heaty and pimple-producing goodies, a plate of kueh lapis (thanks to my cousin who buys the so nice kueh lapis every year), a bowl of prawn noodles stolen from my cousin (thanks aunt for letting us smell the prawn noodles even though the kitchen is more than 20 steps away from the living hall and all the good food ive eaten. its all too much to calculate la. and the amount of sweet drinks i took, sigh :(( and before all that, i remember trying to rush to cold storage at takashimaya to get my green apples but it failed. it closed as early as 5.30pm and i rushed to get my last piece of cny wear with thanks to my sis. i was rushing like a lunatic and i was panting while fitting the clothes.
and before all those, i didnt buy alot of clothes this year. i bought some months ago and the rest were basically last minute. i really didnt have the time to shop for things, other than food. im lazy to try, i dont have the money to pay. im a cheapskate. hahahahahaha....
okay, im done with blogging. nothing much to share and i am not those who will want to share my emotions with. haha im emotionless. but i do feel all the memories coming back when i was reading my sec 4 diary last night. its so funny and i will definitely share it here one day with you all. so, till then laters. :D
