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relief and happiness came to me immediately after submitting that damn project, wedding package. if you can remember, i was ranting about it over and over again and asking loads of questions regarding the final submission. the satisfaction upon seeing the disc eject from the hard-disk and completed, i guess in the entire team, i am the only one who can sense that satisfaction. and the rest? relaxed than anyone else many days before the submission day. i truly envy those teams that have shown teamwork. and i envy those groups that have reliable members who will play not only their role, but go beyond what they are supposed to do. i am saying all these because i am utterly disappointed and upset with my team's performance. it was awfully disgusting to see what my members are doing. yes, they have done what they are assigned to and told to. however, they took zero initiative to help one another, including me who was up till 5 in the morning to compile and complete the project. all they could do was either stone during meetings, having something on especially on meeting days, complaining that i am rushing them to finish up their stuffs or some other reasons one can never think of.

i asked one of my friends to actually count the number of times they will ask me about the progress of the project and if they will bother about the project. the response from my members was "OVERWHELMING" like shit. just look at their attitude and the way they do things. i dont know if i am asking too much of them or they just dislike me. but all i know is that i did many things on my own. its like what the fuck right? from a group work, it ended up as an individual work. seriously, no initiative and they dare say i didnt ask them for help.

since its over i shant say and think so much. and i dont care if this project has already or will cause any damage to our friendship. i seriously dont care anymore. whether we will still remain as good friends or friends, i dont give a damn to it. you cant be bothered, why should i? i dont want to make myself the fool and get orders from you all like as if i have to. and i know after graduation, we will be going separate ways, so what for man?

anyways, i finally got my earpiece on wednesday from Apple. was accompanied by charmaine cos she needed to do some shopping too. walked around Far East in search for her slippers but the shop closed down, as in really closed down. then we went to Guess at Scotts. she wanted to buy this bag on display but gave a thought and say she will get it another day. and there after, walked pass Marriott and took a peek at the forecourt stall. the things they are selling are more than the used-to-be durian season. spinach quiche, chicken and asparagus pie and so on. they look good and i wish i can return back to work at Marriott again. haha, then alice (she is a shatec graduate) popped out. got to know her when we were doing the Marriott Christmas promotion in 2004 and she was doing her attachment then. had a little chat and we went off to Wisma. went to Forever21 to get charmaine's stuff. and charmaine is so obssessed with those undergarments at Topshop. i nearly fainted but made a joke out of it. like what hell right? i felt really embarassed when we were hanging around that area. she was so heartbroken when she saw those shorts selling at 16 bucks at Topshop when she just bought one from Forever21 at 38 bucks. hahahaha. and the objective of getting those shorts is to wear them at home. but i came up with an idea to comfort her. wear it to beaches or chalet so that the shorts will have somewhere to go and to show.

i suggested to have Coffee Club for dinner but had it on sunday already. then wanted to go to Pasta Cafe at NAC, but didnt want to spend too much. so we ended up at MOS for dinner. continued shopping and walked to Heeren and Cineleisure. i was quite surprised by the closure of the side of Heeren. this showed how long i havent been there. i was damn tired already but it was still alright at first until she suggested to go back to Far East. i almost screamed at her. hahaha, cos its damn far. oh wells, since we had nothing to do, we strolled our way there and got nothing. then we went back to the Guess shop at Scotts but it was closed. she called up her boyfriend and said we needed to walk back to Heeren. both of us were like "WHAT?!?!?!?!?!!" in order to get a ride home, we had to sacrifice a little bit more. then one of our friends called us and asked if we could go home together since all of us were in town. so with the help of charmaine's boyfriend, we went home together comfortably.

alright, i guess thats about it cos i dont wish to drag any further. communications and cost control test hitting this coming week. i am dying soon!

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