gave my blog a new set of clothes to refreshen up itself. it looks so much more cheery now and hopefully it will brighten up whoever is reading my blog. those emo skins and songs made me so depressed, those people reading even sadder than sad and plus those entries i post up every now and then made situations worse.
anyways, since its a new and brighter skin, i hope it will shine and bright up our days always filled with laughter and happiness. i dont want to be sad anymore and neither do i want to feel depressed every day. seriously, i think im growing old after this term with all the stress and pressure im giving myself. sometimes i feel like giving up whatever im doing and let the others do it for me. but you will only gain satisfaction and happiness for the things that you work for. probably thats the reason why i havent given up anything in my life yet. except for some minor things i cant remember.
managed to catch up with my dearest cousin, pat. its been eons since i last spoke and met her. shes doing pretty good now in her current company after graduation and i really hope that she will be happy. perhaps too many things happened in her life that made her so sad, but i hope one day when we meet, charmaine and i can cheer her up. with our lame jokes though.
2 project due dates are coming this week. all i can say is that ive put in a lot of effort in the wedding package. just because of this, my phone bills shot up to a record of $130 over. unbelievable to most of my friends i guess. my phone bills hardly touch $80. need i say a hundred bucks? haha
hopefully i can meet up with charmaine this week after school for some entertainment. we just have so much to catch up with. not forgetting all my other friends but i guess they are busy with their stuffs too, like projects, schoolwork, A levels and blahblah. i really have no time for them, neither do they.
was reading my past entries and i guess blog is the only way it can hold so much vivid memories. i dont practise writing journals but i think blogging is good enough. i mean i can keep my personal secrets and stuff to myself. i only type out whatever i need to update and tell my friends here so that they will know what i am doing right now. at least, for those who care they will message you when they are free. i even went through some entries related to my work after Os. was interesting indeed with those complains and funny happenings. seriously, i miss working with my friends and the people at the workplace. gained quite a bit of experience there and i believe it will help a little when im out in the industry in future. plus, working at marriott, especially let me get to see talk to quite a number of celebrities. haha, they are people like....
- Zoe Tay
- Huang Biren
- Chen Han Wei
- Cassandra See
- Zeng Guo Cheng (Taiwanese Variety Show Host)
- Li Lin
- Allan Wu
- Fiona Xie
- Jamie Yeo
- Glenn Ong (charmaine and i worked with him before!)
- Stefanie Sun
- Utt
and 2 other HK stars...
it was quite an experience.... shall get to sleep now. update again tomorrow i hope.
