i havent been blogging a lot these couple of weeks because im too busy with school stuff. attachment is ending in like 2 weeks time and im really looking forward to it. its as if flying out of a small cage to a place full of freedom. well, not so much freedom when im back in school but at least i have some time with my family and friends.
it started back right after post-christmas last year when i was still spending some relaxing time with annie and charmaine at marriott's crossroads. and now that its ending, i can see another chapter of my school life closing up to hail for a new one. afterall, attachment is not as bad as im always saying. it depends on the kind of people you are working with. some can just dont do any work and wait for you to do it for them so that they can have an early release, some are so aggressive you cant have it your way. it sucks to a certain extent but thats where you start seeing those long tails wiggling out from their back.
i overcame the fear of doing flambe in the public. i managed to flame the pan by pouring excessive brandy. mwahaha, until i couldnt stop the flame no matter how many times i swirl the pan. anyways, it was a good experience and that i didnt burn down the gueridon and the restaurant. haha, it was a silly thinking because at first, i thought if i cant stop the flame, i will push the gueridon and run into the kitchen to put out the fire. it was damn lame.
nowadays when i see some old lady or old man, they remind me of my late-grandmother. i see them going alone everywhere, carrying bags of stuff, if not roaming around with a torn and tattered bag filled with used cans, i really pity them and wonder why their family members dont treasure them. it might be the elderly's own accord to do these, but they really look like they are in hunger and need some money to feed themselves by collecting those cans and cardboards. and yesterday i went to take a look at the photo of our family taken together 2 years ago on my grandma's birthday. i was thinking if shes really gone forever. this thing struck me a few times, i stood there and thought for a while. its already 2 months since her death and everybody is missing her alot.
morning shift tomorrow which means i have to wake up at 5am and get out of my house by 5.45am. buses tend to be slow in the morning and the waiting time for train is going to be damn long. but good thing is there will be places for me to sit. hope those small kopitiam at killiney will be open by the time i reach there so that i can buy a cup of cuppa or a toast before i start work. its going to be a hectic day i guess and an off day on wednesday.
till then, logoff.
