just another three more days to face the fussy morning cashier, lazy A-U-N-T-I-E (auntie) who doesnt admit she is one and continues flirting lazy cashier, weirdo trainers with the weirdest tempers and moodswings, disgusting staff meal served with leftovers from some going to expire food. i have had enough with the things i face in this rose "petals" restaurant. its petals btw, not rose. sometimes i feel so embarassing when people ask me where am i working and where is that place. they dont even have a proper plastic or paper carrier that should at least bear the name of SHATEC. when you buy things from there, its like buying groceries from market! its damn damn embarassing. and even that transparent yu sheng carrier which looks pretty alright but its useless. it can only take yu sheng and nothing else. the structure is like having two flimsy plastics sticking together and sealing all the sides, cut a line across onto one of the plastic sheets and then cut two ovals by the side to make it as a handle. its damn lame lah.
enough of complaining about the current attachment as i believe worse scenerios will come the later part. i wonder how OCBC is like and how the oh-so fine dining restaurant will be like. its definitely worse that working as a sale assistant at Marriott and Burberry, fitness and spa assistant at The Ritz-Carlton Millenia. for that i stand, i get paid reasonably if not good. everybody is like slogging their life off for schools attachment to get better evaluation and half of their prime life is gone to just simply slogging. the trainers say its part of training. sometimes it doesnt make sense when they say when we leave the school we are the future for the hospitality industry whereby we take over the management side and not just a small waiter or captain, if only we can make it. but why the hell are we doing all those shit stuff and getting reprimanded for minor mistakes we make when you are supposed to correct us in a nicer way? havent you learn quality service where workers improve if you compliment them but deprove when you dont compliment them. all they know is to shout, scream, yak nonstop for the god damn mistake. seriously, i find no reason in staying on for too long. three bloody months is a torture and too long. even the dishwashing auntie is showing her temper, at times.
anyways, life will still have to go on no matter what. no point thinking of withdrawal now when you are already halfway through the education. and it will end up slogging so hard for nothing and taking those difficult tests and exams to kill some of your useful brain cells. shall just think of the good side and nothing else will make me go berserk the moment i think of school.
things will definitely change when school reopens for us. maybe major group separations, more gossipings and bitchings, unhappiness and conflicts between classmates and friends, avoiding of one another because now you realised that they are retards and cannot do work etc. all these will affect the friendship and whatever ship. but its also damn irritating to know people take friendship for granted. your helpfulness, kindness, care, concern and effort that you have put in. and if you were to complain, people will say "its part and parcel of life lah. just stay away from them."
quite a random entry today. i think im quite stressed up with attachment and my legs are aching like hell. time for bed, seeya when i update again. oh yah, i think all the radio stations won the 70-hours gag. CONGRATULATIONS!
