like ive mentioned in my previous entry, if you think life sucks it sucks and if you think lifes good its good. well, it happens during every moment of your life. just take for example you got picked by people and your mood was so affected by that, the thinking of whether life is good or not will automatically turn to the term "life sucks". and if you were complimented for a job well done and you are in cloud nine, then the thinking of whether life is good or not will turn to the term "life is great". such things are part and parcel of life and we cant stop them from occuring to every individual. we, as human beings, will just have to accept the fact that we live in such a world that brings us such a life. everyone will definitely experience the different tastes and colours of life for as long as they live. or maybe even when they are already lying in the coffin, they still experience it.
thus this brings down to another topic.
life is a challenge made by God for us. its a kind of challenge that we have to go through to see if we are strong or weak. if you believe you are strong, you are. however there are times when you cant be any stronger thus weakening your belief in the strength you have. and the same goes to being believing you are weak. some people just think they are weak and people mock at them as weaklings. sometimes things can just happen and make the weak look stronger than the people who are strong. even the people whom they believe they are strong cant beat those who think they are weak.
human beings are those whereby they try to act strong but deep in their heart they can never be. emotional breakdowns are usually the main cause of it all. maybe for another example, they seem to be strong but when they contact some sickness, their health deteriorates so much faster than the people who may seem weaker.
anyways, the reason why i am blogging about all these repetitive stuff is because of what happened to me today. things just dont seem right when i do things. whatever i do always contain mistakes and correction is always made in a harsh manner. i think chinese new year sucks this year when it is supposedly a better one like i mentioned eons ago. and after speaking to maine about this, i felt much better and im in a dilemma now. if i should remember it or not.
conclusion: my life is never going to be smooth-sailing anymore.
