the half-typed entry got eaten up. so i shall present another one. technology is sometimes useless. like how many functions blogger added, the entry still gets eaten up when you dont save it. and like the endless oh-so great functions friendster added, now that it messes up the whole page and im lost when i logged in not long ago. with the orangy template and so many pictures appearing, i might go blind one day.
anyways, these few days werent as smooth sailing. exams and exams. i attended school for barely 10 weeks and im having exams. beverage was total shit. the moment i saw the paper, i wanted to cry and tear the paper and throw it away. what the hell man. everythings so complicated and i chiong-ed all the questions i know. at the end of the paper, everyones face was expressionless, only the non-stop shaking of head. i guess the teacher will tear up my paper when he sees the first question. =(
econs was pretty good. i managed to study and understand most of the things. however, some minor ones were forgotten. oh wells, i have confident that i can pass this paper. and hopefully teacher doesnt penalise us for wrong spelling and shit.
fsm was not too bad. to a certain extent, i can do most of the questions. those that i didnt know of, used common sense and scribbled whatever i think sounds logical. what the hell. this one, i can pass. and tomorrows english and the day after will be catering science. will have to read up a little on english, even though we used to say that theres nothing so good to study for english. but in fact, it has quite a lot to rem.
oh yes, just now when i was on the bus on my way home. this malay aunty and her little son and daughter alighted the bus. her sons cap dropped on the steps and the bus went away. fortunately, the little boys scream was so loud that the uncle stopped the bus immediately. and err, i was sitting on the "first class" seat which is near the exit. picked up and handed it over to the malay aunty. dont know if its a moment of glory or embarrassment. i continued with my zen though.
recently, im broke. paid for ez link top up, class bbq and chalet this coming holiday, the mooncakes i bought for myself but have yet paid my mum. and some of the short trips cabbing. it sucks.
anyways, this exam in school made me feel so stressful. im being pushed down to the bottom due to pressure given by myself. the urge to do well so that i need not pay for retakes, feel like shit when i fail and people start laughing at you saying that you are sitting in front and you score like birds droppings. the embarrassment i brought with me during Os. i should mug till my brain dry up and crack. no wonder ive been having headaches these few days. i shall split open one day and let the unwanted pungent gas out, clean a little of my skull and brain, and insert a new memory card. its full already, i swear.
sat to kuala lumpur for a short holiday. hope it works wonders cos i really need a short break after the long one in japan early this year. and erm, im thinking of ways to persuade my dad to staying at other hotels. haha. get my logic, "if you stay at a new place, you explore and learn of something new". likewise, if you stay at the same old hotel, you will be forever stucked at the same eating place, shopping on the same street. it makes sense though.
guess i shall stop here. will be back when i think its appropriate. more or less, the entries for this week are rubbish shit. just ignore any useless information, unless otherwise stated its useful. laters. =)
