todays beverage tutorial was damn pathetic. only 5 people attended out of the class of 46 students. i guess the class does dislike beverage class. like again, its BORING. however, the class continued despite the absence of so many people. i didnt go, influenced partly by the rest and i just wanted to get more sleep. i feel very tired everytime i step into the classroom. its a normal reaction for me. the entire class just feels restless, dont know why.
so today i spent 2 hours in school and back home. english class was pretty good, for TODAY. specially highlighted the "today" because it comes once in a lifetime. and ive much enjoyed the class, fun, quite interesting and no more. im easy to please, right?
went to cwp to get something to eat. choosing from mos burger, to mcdonalds or cold storage for the chicken steak. couldnt make up my mind, so i went round and round, making rounds. bought fruit juices, chicken steak, chips. damn heavy and in 2 big packs. and later my sis called when i was queueing for bus. to buy mcdonalds for her.
went back, many innovians or whatever, innova jc students hanging around there. damn irritating because they blocked my way umpteen times. and i admit i was behaving like an auntie, carrying two big and heavy cold storage bags and walked to mcdonalds. bought one for myself and one for sis. i dropped either a 10cents or 20 cents coin there, some idiots must have stepped on it because i couldnt see it anywhere on the ground. what the hell, cheapo idiots. you greed over that cents i dropped. its either ther stupid indian woman beside me, or that group of ijc students SURROUNDING me. emphasised on surrounding because, ijc students have conquered the whole of cwp after the legend created by nearby sec school students.
i perspired like hell while waiting for the bus. damn bloody hot and i put that 2 packets of juices into my bag, with much difficulties. the whole experience was so auntie and i couldnt help it. i have to do it. sigh.
and i slept for an hour or so. but i still feel quite sleepy. shucks, i lack of something. and the stupid ulcer is killing me and my lower lip looks damn swollen. =(
this sunday will be the last fireworks for national day. see how time really flies? i only caught 1 show. hopefully i can make it for this last one and dont take video using my phone. it occupies so much memory space. sigh, i should stop taking photos of people, instead of myself.
anyways, school tomorrow again. i feel like shit, especially for tomorrows lesson. just fearing that the teachers saliva will not splash out on my face when he speaks. and the nostrils dont suck up everything in class. he just stands infront of me in class. wearing that dirty doctor dress, his handwritting is like scribbling omens. sometimes i dont know what the heck is he writing, moreover, squeezing words into the board. sigh, why are my teachers like that?
im just down on my luck these few days. and sometimes i feel out of place, when im with my friends. their convo just go so far away that i dont understand a single thing. left myself walking, looking around and keeping quiet. and no matter what, how hard i try to understand, get involve, i cant.
erica and selene, im not being a kaypo here. but i just feel out of place when im together with you guys recently. not being jealous, or unhappy over anything. tried to hint that you should change the topic, but to no avail, most of the times you didnt notice. i dont want to say it out straight to the face, so as to not cause any misunderstandings. i hope you understand my plight. and that is what might have cause the not-so-fun situation to each outings we have compared to last time. i tried to join in at times, but i couldnt. perhaps thats the business between the both of you. but fortunately, we managed to chat about our own things which makes life, at times better for me when im out with you all. and i hope for more fun each time we go out. fireworks this sunday, hope you guys can make it.
off to bed now. have a great weekend!
