i didnt tamper with the time. its really at the wee hours of 0322 hours. im still not asleep, and i dont feel sleepy. and honestly, i have nothing to blog about. N.O.T.H.I.N.G. thank you. =)
anyways, i was thinking about the past (not again..) just now. i can vividly remember things from 2004 onwards, which i dont know why the hell i remember all those. its redundant, we cant change the things that already happened. sad to say, but yah, its been a pretty tough year for me, i guess. or maybe you. i dont know. i was hoping that i could turn back time and do something about it. whatever...
ive got zero programmes for the whole of this week, except for weekends. see, ive got zero friends. really, sometimes i feel sad when i see people having a bunch of Best Friends hanging out few times a week. its pretty cool, and i thought i can have those days. but it didnt. anyway, friendster is useless. it says it can help to make more friends, which i dont believe in cos some of the people in there are disgusting shit. i dont mean all, those in my list and those that are linked to my friend's friends and to my friend's friends' friend and blah are not.
not that im anti-social, im just freaked off by how others look at you. you are sincere to be their friends, but they dont appreciate. its like wth and i realise that people in this world doesnt appreciate. friendship, kinship, and whatever ship, APPRECIATION doesnt exist. we used to say, what friendship forever and ever. its all bullshit, merely a crap in and crab. like wah ha ha ha, its not funny. but thank you. autograph books are the best liars, cos you will realise that in less than a year, the address, contacts and all are no longer in use. right?
sigh, im an optimistic person, but have changed to a pessimist. hopefully, i dont become a sadist. it rhymes!
alright, lets see what happens till friday. if theres still no programmes, i should really do some self-reflections and start snatching people's friends. =(
for now, have a great wednesday! may my programmes come to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
