nice date heh? numbers that make up 2005 and 2005. kinda lame, but i have creavtivity right? haha. anyways, i was chatting with pat last night. about her new hair of cos. she told me she wasnt upset over her hair. and she says she can take up new challenges, which i think... she dont. cos she blames the uncle for letting her hair end up like that. it will grow soon ok pat?
was supposed to have tuition today, but cancelled cos the teacher couldnt make it.
honestly, i always lost all my inspiration when blogging. im not sure why. but the passion always come when im not blogging. and when i want to blog, everythings gone. well, cant blame. im always pissed off with myself for having such things. sigh.
my com kinda screwed up. everythings so weird after i did those retard updates and all. its spoiling everything. oh btw, i have difficulties signing into my email. what the hell. and it hangs whenever its at the hotmail page. shucks, i might scream one day and become a lunatic. i hate having such probs with my com. it MUST work the way i want. arrggh.... heck it.
suddenly, i thought of things that happened in the past. haha, perhaps im like my pri sch friend, sam. she says shes not those who looks into the future, but looks back into the past. im the same too. always thinking about the past, feeling remorseful and sad and whatever. sometimes, when we think back, we will know the mistakes we made, change it, and cry over it. its pointless, seriously. but thats human right?
im always wondering why humans have so many negatives. like regretting over things that happened, greed over money, food, things, want to be some filthy rich people and hoping to enjoy a life of luxury and loads more. why? why? why? i dont understand. no one is contented with what they have. even if they are damn rich, they still dont feel happy. they have a bowl of sharksfin, one abalone, a bowl of birdnest, they will want more. for things, you give them one lv or whatever branded bags, they will want more of it. regretting for letting their loved ones down after doing something wrong, or rather, didnt do well in exams. and they will only realise their mistakes after that.
its something really argumentative. maybe i shall hold a talk one day and let everyone discuss over this issue. it will be infinity. haha.
msn been really quiet. dont know why, i have the same feeling as pat. we are online, but dont chat with anyone. haha, sometimes im thinking if i really have friends. i should really go back to my friendless.com. cos i dont have friends, really. people have a wide range of friends, asking them out, going to their house and whatsoever. but i dont. weihao is friendless. if you want to make friends with him, please call his hotline thank you. =)
not intending to change my phone this august. its made a promise and not only that, i love my phone. you can say its old and what, i like it cos it saves alot of memories like chalet we had, after Os, ktvs, japan holiday, silly stuff all of us did. i should send it for servicing soon. upgrade the software so that its not so laggy.
comparing the life of sec sch and the new life we are entering now, its so different. climbing into a more competitive education environment, everyones stressed up and blah. sec sch was purely spoonfed kind. i want those days back. haha.
alright, much of my nonsense have corrupted your mind i guess. have a flamboyant and fine weekend ahead of you! enjoy.
cheerios. laters. =)