work been so far so bad. im starting to hate my work. long hours, hot weather, terrible guests, horrible people. im about to leave my mother workplace. whatever you call it. singapore marriott hotel is the place i gave my first work experience to. and im loving everyone. especially people who have been really kind to me.
i realised my entries are getting worse. its all about work and work. no longer like the times i always joke and curse about my school days. definitely, the day will come and i hope more exciting stories will be up. provided i start schooling.
something special coming up tomorrow. some class 95fm djs will be at the forecourt tomorrow promoting the marriott durian. and i will be there. haha, cos im working. i told maine that i want to get all my autograph books, posters, and props ready for them to sign. exaggerating, but do you believe i will do it?
life's getting some fun bit by bit, day by day. still alright, but not as fun as schooling. im loving school days cos theres so much freedom. hanging out with friends, parents sponsoring cash whenever we are out, shouting back at the teachers no matter we are right or wrong and blah. too much to say. and its all positive, erm, only some SOME negative points.
pattilicious, i really wanna date you soon. really miss your singing and laughter. and of cos your sexxay voice. haha, really gotta come out some day. catch a movie, blast the ktv speakers or out for lunch. call me when you are free!
lets say something special today. here it goes. but if it doesnt involve you, please dont be dumb enough to read it co you'll nv understand.
to *e*e*e: i dont know what happened to you. im might sound like i really want you to return me my 20bucks. bugging you for it, but im not. cos i want you to own the card all on your own cos it will really be troublesome if we share it. i dont need the card anyway, cos its really difficult for me to find time to go chjimes and chill. really.
your facial expression today was weird. you are no longer like the person we used to know. you always drop by and say hi to us. chat and play with us. now, you dont do that.
you said i knocked some sense to you that will change you for the better. i hope it will, but not this way. cos its way too far from the way we expect to see the change in you. you're never some scumbag like you said in your blog. you are our true friend.
ive known you as a friend for already a year. we've been going on really well. gossips, hanging around town, hitting cinemas whenever they screen good movies and even planning to go for buffets in some really great places. when is that day going to come? i pinned high hopes in that day when every one of us will come out like that, but i doubt it will ever happen.
you hurt your group of sisters. you might tell me to jolly well shut up when i dont know anything. if thats the case, i got nothing to say.
but then again, im reminding you once again. and dont say that none of us reminded you about this. your ex isnt someone you can put your hands to. hes one bastard. one petty so-called "gentleman". who wants to get back his 37bucks from you after everything is cleared. telling you your friends cant be trusted, causing you to lose your friends. look at the way he treated you. in the past and present.
in the past, he took you for granted. you put your money into his wallet, letting everyone thinks that hes the one whom paid up for your things, meal, movie etc. he thinks we are such an embarassement to him, like hes so civilised. come on, we are not, he thinks in his own way. in a pathetic way.
you said i hit some sense to you. "weihow just knocked some sense into me. he told me how mean i was when i start to get mad. yeh. 'ni yao gai guo zi xin, dong ma?' ha. sounds like i'm some kinda convict or sth. but oh well. till i get mad, things seem all pretty fine. :)) thank god it wasnt as horrible as i expected."
do you mean you appreciated what i said to you, or are you trying to tell me off indirectly? i dont know. but i hope it is the first one. but still, the few sentences behind sounds like im treating you like some convict, telling you off like i dont have the right to. since thats the case, you have NEVER heeded our advice to you. friend, im really sorry to hear that. oh wells...
i hope for a better change in you. still being friends like before, i cant expect more. =) take care!
