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*yawn* im tired lah. woke up early this morning to meet charmaine for breakfast. ate abit only lor. i dont eat much in the morning anyway. im a weirdo.

anyway, i came back from that wonderful chemistry and useless physics class. i learnt alot in chemistry. but none in physics. physics was just plain lor. "koh-song". its so-called a revision class where the teacher just dump the set worksheet to us and ask us to do. less than an hour, he asked us to leave for home. damn! he even called up everyone few days ago to attend this lesson. ask him to go to hell man. bloody useless educator!

aiyah, i think im using the com too much. i only realised that i've got this blister on my right-second finger. err, haha, how can this happen? weird. but its okay le. i dont feel any pain actually, it already burst (dont know when did that happen). but the skin starts to grow a new one.

i was lying on the bed last night. thinking about my bloody and yucky complexion. it doesnt seem to heal much. it heals, but comes more. damn! i hate this lor. its like, pimples popping everywhere and it doesnt heal, with some blood clotted there. its so.... "polkadotties". forget it. i also thought about those jc things. well, its all gone now, for prelims. last chance is Os, but i dont plan to study in a jc anyway. its so stressful, leading back a lifestyle like now! and whats worse? cant complete As, and thats it!

i've been telling myself to aim for a jc grade. but it doesnt work with my working attitude. it just sucks! you can tell me to go to those JCs like the nearby yishun, in which i think that i dont wanna be an Yishunite forever since primary school. aiming to go to those really good ones, if i want to go, but thats a NO! for me. like erm.... raffles? haha, forget it lah! victoria? haha, NEVER! anglo-chinese? haha, please lah, go in sure die de! nanyang? i cant even get in! st andrew? err, i cant get that grade! aahhh, just shut up! dont talk about all these when i cant even get into a simple, humble and normal school like yishun jc. what the hell! look at the low scores from moe website! i hate that site! makes me feel so paiseh.

sigh, i dont know what happened to me. like miss lai said, our brains are like a sift. go in, come out immediately. unlike a sponge where you go in and it hardly comes out. so we have to soak it everyday even if our brain is a sift! haha, hopefully i can. im still slacking like a damn smart student who can score all distinction for O levels. i am a slacker, forever in my life i guess. *faint*

by the way, if i really cant get into a course like business, im really heading towards hotel management which i think is a "limited" course. you only study things that are within the hotel industry, but not more than that. so, when you get employed, you are stucked in that place. retrenched? fired/sacked? please upgrade yourself with other courses. you can hardly go anywhere with a hotel management diploma, other than hotel line. err, unless that specific hotel really wants you and the hotel really prosper lor. by the way, hotel industry isnt a bad thing in spore. spore uses tourism as a form of their annual income, and spore depends largely on tourism for local economy!

hah! im serious. i shall wait and see my results. like i said, if i get a 7 for my L1R5, i'll treat everyone! provided spore will snow. thats miracle!

err, im talking nonsense right? dont bother about me if you dont understand. im just trying to make myself clear about where i stand. im standing nowhere. a boat that is floating on the waters, waiting for some kind waves to bring me somewhere. useless freak! use the paddle and paddle lah!

asshole! i've got a friend who got 8 for L1R4, shes going to anderson cos many people is going there. alright all the best, have fun there too! err, not decided yet but then, why must i care? i'll be working bt that time. haha, im so busy doing my things. i shall help you guys pray for your dream jc to come then.

i will start to miss my yishunite days, although i get screwed up in there. but never mind.. all these will leave a deep memory in my heart. YOU SHALL PAY FOR IT! hahahahahaa.. i miss everything. the lousy canteen food, where the fish they serve has got this stinko smell, the chrysanthemum tea has got this herbal taste and smell and the lumps and lumps of fried rice. and that hall that is gonna be OKAY, NO PROBLEM at the end of this year. its like a huge, magnificent arts centre, auditorium, drama theatre, sports complex, multi-purpose hall and everything! wow.........!!!!!!! i love it! but i dont get to enjoy. haha, i dont want to enjoy also! that means retaining for me! and what? my school is gonna have a courtyard too! like fullerton and raffles hotel! haha.

eyes closing, slouching, arm-crossed over my cushion and yawn....... im off to take a nap. should i go? or not? tuition later. havent complete the work. good luck!

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