a broke bloke. understand what is this? haha, i think im announcing bankruptcy after my Os. i've already counted the amount i am going to spend according to my plans. well, some are sponsored by my papa and mama, but some extras, im gonna pay on my own. its bad. times getting worse for me. once Os is over, im going to work. earn my own money. no more extra cash from papa and mama. sad.
sigh. im really hoping that i wont go to work that soon. i have to control each and every cent i spend. not like the last time when i always splurge on stuffs i want. food especially. looking at all those fantastic food displayed at coffeebean, taka, marche and so on. i cant stop myself from buying them and start gorging them down my throat. damn! life is gonna be difficult after Os. it will sure be full of fun and enjoyment, but money matters the most.
without money, you cant go anywhere. i know im always keeping my money somewhere, and will never take out. take from my parents. but Os end, i have to start digging out cash from somewhere. and what? i've promised all those treats. well, theres only 3. no more already, i scared.
i finally realised how life has been for pat and charmaine and some of my other friends. i always tell them to save up. but i dont myself. control your salivary enzymes from flowing, but i cant. what am i supposed to do? i think i gotta save a lot of cash now.
anyway, chalet will be sponsored by my papa and mama. cos its those really expensive chalet this time. its really expensive lor. i have to dig out 30 bucks!! never mind. i really hope that there will be those ever-flowing of cash life for me. where does all the money go? its goes to food. thats me! i think im being too much, i shall kah pok some money someday. haha, i wont lah! i will save up now! cos im really going broke soon.
expected date of going broke: 31st december 2004, trust me!
so, please lend me some money when i need them. help the ones who needs it more than you do! do some charity please. thank you!
