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sigh. got back my chinese o level result today. it was so badly done. a b3 grade. i targeted an a1 or a2. but why did it end up with this b3? im not sure. maybe its like what erica said? i only need one more mark to get an a2? haha, anyway, thanks for your advice lor. and thanks for making me feel much better after your advice. you said quite a number of things which makes sense in one way or another. and congrats to you cos you got a distinction for oral. really know how to talk man. haha.

as for charmaine, its okay if you get a b4. dont cry lor. i oso got a b. although its not a very good grade, but at least we know we tried our best lor.

err, shit! im so bloody angry when i was having dinner just now. this morning recess. i called up my mum and told her my results. and you know what? she said my score was very lousy. err, i really got no more comments about it lor. cos its like, i tried my best and yet they think that i never. i tried to get at least a b3 and above, and they dont think its good. sigh. i really dont know what to do lor. its like no matter what i do or how i do it, they will never be satisfied with all the thins i do. anyway, i know that im not as good as my sister. she gets an a2 for chinese. an a1 for maths and geog and so on. with all the good grades that made her go top 5 in our school for o levels in the year 2000. i know im not as hardworking as she is. im not as clever as she is. im not as filial as she is. but the thing you must know is that everyone is born to have a different life. i always have to follow what my sis does. like sec 2 streaming. i was selected to go into a combined science class. my mum says im lousy, cannot go pure science. got into a lousy class instead. pls lor. im know im not as bright as she is lor. i know that im lazy and whatsoever. but i already tried my best.

my mum always tell me to try your best. i dont expect much from you. as long as you get a passing grade or even better than that im happy. and what i get in the end? scolding and comparing with my sis. im mentality slower than anyone, is that so? i dont know. i dont understand myself either. all these things make me feel that im not good in anything except lazing around at home, sleeping and arguing. im simply a waste of space lor. but ive got a group of friends who makes me feel in the opposite way. like nicholas, he says that im long-winded, sometimes, and its my asset. its good. charmaine says im bright, just that laziness in me caused all results to drop. like selene, charmaine, they say that i can bring fun, laughter and life when we go out as a group of friends. making people smile everyday is my first goal each day. like patricia said, she said that i must not always think about the pimples onmy face popping out and thus causing me to feel that im so ugly. she even told me i must have confidence. i told her that too! and erica, annie and patrick, they always share the fun and sad times with me. not always but sometimes. i feel happy that i can be of help. and like what tyron said. he told me not to be so negative. another one that tells me to have confidence in everything i do.

anyway, you people are great! sometimes i think that you people can make me laugh rather than my close ones. sigh. ive lost so much confidence in doing anything than before. i just talked to my dad. he listened to what i said and so on.

my sis? i got no comments oso lor. its like, she thinks the same way as my mum. im lazy to retake the exam.

one last thing. you are all great cousins and friends. thanks for all your advice. shall update tomorrow. seeya

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